Recently, something has happened to me that has made me feel a certain way towards God that I have never felt before. I was angry with God. There have been many things that God has taken me through and I have never been angry with Him, but now I was extremely angry. Have I not been a faithful servant? I have loved Him unconditionally and I have followed His word as best I can, but now this?! I am angry because He chose this for me, but also because I know that there is no other choice for me but to follow His plan. I know that I will follow it but I do not like it! I have faith that if He brought me to it then He will bring me through it. With the love and support of my loved ones, I know I will make it through. Somehow I have to see this as a blessing… I have to get over this anger first.